Sometimes i wish i can say 'get the fuck out of my life' or 'mind your own fucking business' or simply 'go to hell'...All these bad words will come out when i feel cheated and betrayed. And no, this has nothing to do with my love life!
At a second thought, i'm just hoping that i could change my profession, maybe teaching isn't the thing for me. Maybe i would do better in something else, something that is inside me since forever. Sigh
You see...When you have given all out and nobody appreciates and trusts you, that's it!
I may look like I don't care but that's totally the opposite of it. Life can be bitchy at times but I never fail to embrace it with a smile and courage.
I should have done better or perhaps, teaching is no longer my passion. Dealing with people who never trust you is sickening. Perhaps this is why we never progressed. We are so ignorant thinking we're the only referred and respected persons that the others have no value and should be observed and checked all time.
I refuse to be defensive as I believe I know what I have been doing so far. To say i don't care, that would be an understatement. But hell yes, if you want to check on me, be my guest! You are just as pathetic as the others.
So many issues, so less productive, so demotivated. Thanks a lot.
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