We're not gossiping, we're networking!

Does this pic ring a bell?

"Eh, you nak tau tak, dia tu kan ....."

"Oh my God, you know what, she's bla bla bla"

"They said something about you yesterday..."

Huh? Familiar with these stems? Suck at it! We are living in a society where the people around you, are either too caring or plain busy body. Haha

Once, a friend of mine and also, a sister told me, those who talk behind us have no life or their life isn't as interesting as ours. See what I mean? So, when someone is bitching about you and your whereabout, owh, just smile, roll your eyes, smirk, and be proud that you are the centre of their attention. Yeay!!!

And, some of them wont never stop bombarding you with stupid annoying questions. (Lari topik ke?)

When you're single: Bila nak kawen? (When do you ever heard me complaining?)

Already married: Bila nak ada anak? Merancang ke? Try la urut2 bla bla bla (Are you living my life?)

First born: Bila dia nak dapat adik pulak? (Tau beranak, tak tau jaga pun susah jugak)

Schooling: Anak sekolah kat mane? Kelas nombor berapa? Berapa A dapat ujian hari tu? (***)

And it goes on and on... kan?

Rise N Shine

Yes. Week 2 in the slim body challenge. Wargh penat okay cardio ikut Jillian Michaels tu. Boleh pengsan wooo. Seriously, like 20mins of hell. Tapi mengenangkan nak shred some pounds, I need to sacrifice la kan. In the long run, I wouldn't be as crap as some women at my age. These 4 weeks, my diet would be 1600 calories only. Sekian. Sikit ke? Tak langsung. I can still have 6-7 servings per day. It's about changing my lifestyle completely. And eating right. And being active since He who sits the most, dies the soonest!

Nak ke jadi macam ni?

Okay, tu tipu2 nya gambar eh. Cuba tgk yang ini pulak:

 COMFORTABLE???? ARE U KIDDING ME???????

 COMFORTABLE IN DENIAL KOT

Yes. Most of you are happy with your own shape: be it small, big, round, apple, pear etc etc... Little that all of us know, skinny or thin doesn't mean you're healthy and fit. But obesity is surely fatal dear. You can google obesity and check it out for yourself. 

AND there's no magic pills or cream that can help you lose some or lots of pounds. You're stupid enough if you believe in that. It's all about calories intake and cardio exercise people. Yeah, by the sound of exercise, we already feel exhausted. Haha it's normal. 

So, erm, do any kind of exercises that interest you. Jogging, running, brisk walking, aerobics, dancing, etc...

And drink lots of plain water and sleep well. xoxo

Pulangkan hati saya!

i'm still here

It's been more than a month since I last updated my blog. To say I was busy, that would be an understatement. Actually, I've been juggling with few things on my own and still struggling to accept the fact that I'm neither here nor there. Dang!

I've learnt that I can't satisfy all people around me; too many to think of, which at last, I ended up feeling sorry for myself. And crying my heart out won't fix anything, it just makes things worst. The harder I cry, the more negative I will be. So I will just vent out whatever I feel here:

1. Most Arabics nowadays are big fat liars. Very pretentious. They preach, but never practice.

2. Everyone is two-faced with the person they pretend they like. Yes, I mean, everyone, including myself. Very nice in front, bitchy behind your back.

3. No one is save from people talk/bad mouth, even Rasul Allah peace be upon him.

4. Favouritism is considered normal in your workplace. Kiss ass a lot and you'll be loved.

5. Some of us will use religion as an excuse or back up in order to defend ourselves or to cover up our own shit.

6. We are selfish in our own way. If you aren't, you're fake!

7. Reality bites! Very hard indeed!

Those are what I remembered although there are many more! 

I know if we keep on whining, works will not be done and in the end, we will be the ones who are in trouble. And for those who bad mouth us, let them be. Easier said than done? After all, we too bad mouthing other people sometimes. 

Despite all the heartache today, I manage to put a smile with the one and ones I care about. Thank you.

But, I do regret I went extra mile for them when all they see is the dark side of me. I regretted I taught them only to see my effort gone wasted. I regretted being so thoughtful when they leave me broken and discourage.

But, don't we remember only the dark and forget the good? 

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I'm Lost!

I am in a deep shit.
I believe so.
I don't like routine but what the hell am I doing here?

Sometimes I wish I can do more.
But that more isn't this?!!