Tak suka, cakap!

Da 5 hari rase tak best! Macam mane nak pujuk hati ni? Sama je perangai diorang ni, apa yang bezanya? Kalau tiap-tiap hari macam ni, memang makan hati ulam jantung kot. Kerja, kerjalah! Aku, akulah! Asal nak campur aduk semua benda? Layan nak tak nak je. Macam tu ke cara layan orang yang kita sayang?

Da 5 hari jugak rasa sakit hati yang teramat sangat! Macam mane nak pujuk hati ni? Bila bandingkan dulu dan sekarang, jadi isu. So apa isu sekarang ni? Busy? Atau kena terima itulah diri dia yang sebenarnya? Aku tak habis mengenali dia lagi ke?

Da 5 hari menahan air mata ni dari mengalir. Sekarang dah tak boleh tertahan-tahan dah. Kecilnya hati. Peritnya telan. Nak tak nak, kena sabarlah menelan. Sampai dah tak boleh tertelan, baru fikir ape next move.

Genap 5 hari setelah munculnya 'pemunca' masalah sekarang! Tapi bagi dia, 'pemunca' itu bukanla satu isu.

Akulah isunya!

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I don't remember when was the last time I feel like this:

Rasa nak bunuh orang sekarang! But on a second thought! I think I should just let this *stupidos* go and be:

HAPPY

SS = Simply Stupid

Ugh! Bencinya!

How could you miss someone else's bf? Sampai termasuk2 dalam mimpi? Ewww that's sick! Stupid3x!!!

xoxo

Muntah darah la my bf if I keep repeating 'I'm missing you'... Haha...

Deal with it!!!

*sigh*

This feeling I have is not a good one. Ya Allah, why I envy them? Why can't I be so grateful instead of being jealous and wanting what other people have? Why is it so hard for me to be contented of what I have? Why am I always hoping to be showered with things and unpromising materials? And suddenly I come to realize, "when was the last time I'd been pampered like them?" It must be ages ago. I lose count!

I am, still, just a girl!