*sigh*

This feeling I have is not a good one. Ya Allah, why I envy them? Why can't I be so grateful instead of being jealous and wanting what other people have? Why is it so hard for me to be contented of what I have? Why am I always hoping to be showered with things and unpromising materials? And suddenly I come to realize, "when was the last time I'd been pampered like them?" It must be ages ago. I lose count!

I am, still, just a girl! 

I am so in love with my BF

Met him yesterday. Now I'm missing him.

Met him just now. I already miss him. 

What is wrong with me? I miss his company. I miss his laughter. And I even miss him being annoying. 

It seems as if my whole world is evolved around him now. 

So I've decided to put his pic with his new hair cut here (owh he totally hates this cut) =p

I miss you darling. Thanks for always be by my side through thick and thin. 

p/s: cepatla balik syg :(

All work and no play

This entry has no relation to the title above!

I feel like running away and escaping to a world full with leprechauns. So I can catch one after another and get a lots of gold. Boleh? With gold, I can travel anywhere I like with anybody I desired. With gold, I can cure my mum. And with gold, I can fix myself!!!

Sadly, I don't live in my imagination!

Bye-Bye dik

So, apparently today he's leaving to the state. And the best part of it, I wasn't being informed! Checked the FB, tadda!!!

"well, the time has come. gonna leave malaysia for US today at 1515. to all friends n family, sory for all. please 

pray for me. Thanx!"

Tetibe je...................

Wawawawawa......quite upset didnt get to see him for the last time before his departure. Well, sure la sad! Only Allah knows what will happen to either of us while we're away. Sigh. 

Ya Allah, please protect my beloved brother there. i know he's grown up but he's too green. Guide him, don't ever leave him from your sight. i pray, he will never be alone there. And i pray, he'll come back as a man wiser than ever. Amin

Courtesy of  Sabrina Raslan, a friend of him, I reckon

p/s: We'll be missing you loads. 

People, watch this!