Quick Update 3

*Busy mode has been activated*

Ok. Let's get this straight! ENGLISH teachers marry late? Ye meh? Cos I've seen a lot (countless) English Teachers who are not married yet and they're already mid 30s to late 40s. Uwaa! It's a curse ok! No No No! How superstitious I am. LOLs


p/s: You, yes you! Jom kawen! Kalau tak... *evil laughs*

Duh!

It's 4:30 am and I'm still awake! I must have no life.

Flu dont come!

Starts to feeling sick! This is no good. Wargh

Off to bed. Bye people

caugt in action! ayuni! ayuni!

Puzzled ed 2

Let say, you're seeing someone right now, and owh you're truly madly deeply in love with her. You spend time with her, tell her 'i love you' almost everyday and bla bla bla (including things you both say and do that can make u feel like the world is all yours!). You convince yourself that she's your true everlasting love. You take good care of her and she seems to care for you. And you know she loves you too. You can't wait to see her, you would try your very best to maintain the relationship, you solve every issue, you pamper her with cliche sweet sayings and etc. Deep down in your heart, the feeling  to make her yours is getting stronger. 

And suddenly...

After weeks, months, years of knowing and loving each other, not to forget, promising this and that to each other, things do not happen the way you wanted them to be. How? Just how? You're going to say those lame lines? 

*Tak ada jodoh?* *She's found someone better than me* *Ive found a better girl* 

*Kami tak serasi* *Dah takdir*

H-O-W

mode : missing him

 Si tamak! Tak cukup gelas kecik, nak gelas besar. Tak cukup 1, nak amek air orang pulak!!!












Terpaksalah menunggu air saya dikembalikan!
*muka dengan penuh kesabaran*

BEKC/2

 

See! How vain some of them are in the picture? Ahaks~ They're my students from BEKC, Section 2. Gosh! I miss them. The only thing I enjoy being in UTeM is meeting my students (walaupun ada yang sangat noty and loya buruk!!!). However,  there were some misunderstandings towards my attitude and style, but, owh Thank Allah, we managed to talk about it (think so!), I still adore them for their enthusiasm and courage in learning though What else can I say? They'd been such wonderful students and I really enjoyed teaching them. My best wishes are with all of you. Love ya! Study well. Play well. Balance is a must heh!

p/s: You guys rock! ;)

Quick update 2

Love it when we are able to communicate effectively. Hope this works.

Mode : W.E.

So you don't care! Why should I?

What else do I want?

He has done a lot for me {excluding giving me calla lilies and gifts which he claimed he wouldn't give to me!} but it still isn't enough for me. In fact, I'm yearning for more of his time, care and undivided attention. I feel sorry for him. To deal with a girl like me is a complete disaster. How does he manage heh?

p/s : Saya tamak. (in a good way?)

Liar liar, pants on fire. ouch!

I think my baby is coming home without telling me. Why is he denying it? *tak kan la gerak hati saya salah kot?*

Sayang, saya tau awak dlm LRT masa saya call tadi. You gave me enough hints. Yelah akan buat2 surprised jap lagi ye.

*dalam hati fikir ape nak buat malam ni dengan dia*

FTW

Am I staying with the Indonesians? 24H of sinetrons????? Boleh jadi gila ok! Mum, puh leez la change the channel to 711 ke 702 ke. 104 or 105 pun tak pe la.... *stress*


*sambil ternganga tengok pawan dalam tv guna air panas mandikan anak muridnya untuk complete kan ajaran ilmu hitam, ape ke bo...*

Radical Dreamers

Dare to tell me this is not magnificent?

Haunted!

Was flashbacking my life! Hurm not possible to forget things (not that I'm trying to forget anything!), but I've learnt to forgive myself of whatever I'd done before. But why something about his past keeps haunting me. Super duper torturing. I'm haunted by his pasts! And it's never healthy. Jealousy robs my peace. Again!

p/s: No, not saying I doubt him, not even one bit!

sayang o sayang

MOHD FITRI JAMALUDDIN

I really miss you. :'(
Baliklah cepat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Grrrr

*apa yg syiok sgt dok kat KL ni? tell me tell me!!!*

My Promise (terpaksa!)

"agak down ngan result test tuh semua uff, sgt letih

+ ngan keja2 laen yg tertunggak neh uff

+ design skill yg kne wat model yg tah hape2 tu"

Darling, don't worry, sy akan jadi baik. I'll promise tak buat hal. Tunggu you settle everything, baru saya meroyan ok?

Mad Mad Night

I didn't mean to stalk but erm, how to explain heh? Well, you do notice there are 'Previous Status Updates' on the right side of FB aint it? So this one particular guy's status keeps appearing and I have succeeded in ignoring them all but ufff, I just failed. So I clicked on it and read. When I hit the back button to my page, it showed up again. Wargh! I'm annoyed+jealous+irritated! 

Ok. This is just so fucking ANNOYING.

Why him? Why his status keeps showing up? I hate to be remembered of his previous love life. Facebook sucks!

Get the hell outta my space!!!

Sweet + Funny

" Fit: dear wind...send my voice to her
Fit: so she can use fire to make some hot water for me
Fit: oii earth..make a land bridge between us now!! hurry liao "

Are you feeling like this?

I'm extra sensitive these few days. Could easily cry my eyes out for no good reasons. I feel rage, envy, hatred, bored and some weird feelings that cannot be defined. At times, I turn him to my enemy, yet he still controls his nerves, giving me the positive vibes. He does try his very best though. *I heart you much sayang*

There. There. Guilty wraps me. Uff...random stupid feelings I've been struggling with have robbed my tranquility.

Bubbly, I miss you heaps. 

p/s: I refuse to be insane. Just not yet!

Pre-Intro

I do enjoy meeting students regardless how weird and annoying their attitudes, sometimes, are. This semester, I've got to meet with the BEKC's and BITM's groups. I've learnt a lot with and from them. Meeting students is the most enjoyable feeling ever. 

I've learnt that...

1. good things come for those who wait

2. to know our strengths and weaknesses is a learning process

3. we need to accept who we are and appreciate ourselves

4. when we forgive ourselves and others, life becomes more meaningful

5. the only unconditional love in this world is mother's love!

i feel like...SHIT

*ihatemyself*

It's there...

Although it's not official yet, I'm brave enough to tell you readers, we're truly madly deeply in love with each other. And hey, he's mine! *evil laugh* Been spending my time with him this weekends and just can't get enough of him (cliche eh?). Today was the 'Walkhaton World Day', uff, he dragged me here and there and I ended up with muscle pain on my thighs. He'll 'pay' for this tomorrow. And oh, we just came back from Dataran 1 Malaysia. Main layang-layang, heee~ 

p/s: I like his eyes. So deep. This is NOT cliche at all. I've never found such eyes. How deep? Only me know!

p/p/s: He'll be away for 2 weeks, ufff, episod meroyan akan bermula. Grrr

What if?

1. Things don't go as I planned?

Puzzled.

Cysts on the left ovary. Definitely spice my life up now.

Perfect two by Auburn

Ain't it cute?

somebody, anybody...please make me feel better.

Have had the worst day ever. 

1. MUET thingy. Uff 

2. Haven't finished marking and assessing students' report presentation.

3. Visited a doctor and he refused to check me just because I have problems in my menstruation. What?

4. Went to TESCO to buy fruits but ugh *they should have just closed the store*

p/s: Know it all is correct. I need a vacation. 

FYP sucks

So my boo has problems with his proposal writing. How can I help? How should I help?


p/s: He totally affects my mood now. wargh

^ ^

quick update.

Feels so devastated with my mom. I just woke up and she picked on me? Huh she just encouraged me to get out from this house sooner than I think. Just gimme 1 good reason why I should live with her? I say, I'm still planning on migrating to Sarawak. This happens when I care about nothing else but me.